All rants? doesnt say BVS only rants……
The earth is spinning, the world is dying, everything around me is frying, my hopes and
dreams are long gone, dead with the May night that fell so long…….I watched and
waited, cried and whimpered. Of all these things I wonder was it worth it? Was the pain,
the sadness, the sorrow worth all of this that may happen tomorrow? If I die will you cry?
If I die will I fry? I had my hope, my faith in you and you chewed it up and spit it out,
like it was worthless. I cared for you, I prayed for you, hell I'd even gone through hell
and back just for you, just to prove I'd be there in the end, just to prove I was a
friend. I'd always come back, I'd always return, I kept my word, I proved it right, I'd
stand by your side at the end of time. I'd be the one to help you through it, but then you
go and ruin it all over something stupid was it worth it? Was it? Was it worth it to know
it might end, to know that it may never begin again? What if this is the last of my words?
What if it is the last of my cords, what if this is the true end that I have always been
looking for, but was always saved by a friend? Where is that friend when you need them
now? Where is the friend I loved and cherished, where is the friend I poured my heart out
to? The friend is gone long, long gone, I cared for you and now your gone. So as this
comes to an end I turn to my friend the only one thats beside me its stainless steel
barrel is a godsend. In the end this is my only friend and it will be with me at the end.
As I hug it tight and kiss it goodnight I pull the trigger and say good bye forever.